Something that became blatant to me from an early age was the fact that life is hard. Of course as a youngster and having wonderful parents and siblings, life was a wonderful deal easier on me than it was for several other people. That’s something I’m grateful to our parents for, typically being able to supply us with everything we needed as children. My siblings were pretty alright over the years too, but everybody seemed to wind into some kind of mess and have faced the struggles of life themselves, we all have. Fortunately, I have managed to find our way after going through a number of unusual hardships, it can be taxing to actually find your way. At least, I never got into anything that severe and I never wound up in prison or anything crazy. I found the best way to deal with the stresses of life was to meditate, relax, listen to music, and even smoke some herb from time to time. I never was the greatest smoker or anything, but I enjoyed microdosing because it took the stress away. I would properly adjust the temperature control settings on our window AC unit, and just take it simple in our room. Sometimes our roommates would come to bother me if they odored me smoking cannabis. They would roll up joints and blunts and want to hang in our room since I had the best air conditioning. I had an air purification system running all the time too, but I would usually turn it off if we were going to hotbox our room. It was fun hanging out with buddies enjoy that, but I don’t hang out enjoy that these nights. I mostly just do work around our property and work in our office and I appreciate our life largely these nights with our family.